Saturday, October 3, 2009

i want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"

what a wonderful week it has been. michael, steve and i went on a few fun adventures (seattle, the zoo, etc). I dropped them off at the airport this morning and I have to admit I'm a little lonely without two men following me around everywhere. Pooh.

I thought I was going to move in to my apartment today, but I just felt really tired and took a long, beautiful nap. and I still need to pack all my stuff up and get it into my car, but i just don't feel like it right now, at all haha.

the other thing i'm excited about is the possibility of a second job! i have to bring my resume into the place on monday and she may give me a interview right there if it's not too busy. i definitely hope i get this. having two paychecks would be so nice. one for my savings account and one for my checking. hmm...

okay, i'm going to go draw a nice hot bath and get ready. i feel like seeing some friends tonight. i don't feel DEPRESSED that Michael is gone, I haven't really cried or been mopey or anything and I don't have that attitude that everything sucks JUST because my boyfriend is gone, but I just feel a little off. I mean, I am sad but I don't feel like it. It's weird and I don't make sense.

That is my hint to stop writing.
Bye!

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